I must say that my english is really terrible and very poor
But the most important for me my wish don't stop...Really believe that I shall speak english fluent style Only must be stubborn and don't shame Namely shame is bigest my problem...Always wanted be best of the best...But it is impossible...Life is perfect teacher and now my opinion changed-I must open my lips and don't shame...Nobody was perfect ...If I will shame-never will start speak...
I started to learn english self-contained.I understand that I translate constructions of words from lithuanish language and it is terrible...I must to learn more, because english constructions are for me funny and incredible sometimes
Really can't understand...I drop by drop study turkish language and started to learn italian language..So, my turkish friends , whom english is really bad too, understand me peeeeeeeerfectly
, but my italian friends, whom english is really better than my, but not perfect too, they always are shock and shout-Vaaaaaaailet, I can"t understand you!!!!!!!!!!!!! 
Learn english, your english is terrible!!!!!!!! 
And I start to feel myself real idiot...and don't speak....So, You can laugh at me, never mind
, but I will look what and how You write....and step by step shall grow up 
Of course, if You will accept me 
